I’ll keep if brief.
How I feel at work
How I feel at home
Update: Haha! it’s 2025, not 2024. Let’s change that title shall we. I’ve since typed 2024 10,000 more times by accident.
Asking all my life.
I’ll keep if brief.
Update: Haha! it’s 2025, not 2024. Let’s change that title shall we. I’ve since typed 2024 10,000 more times by accident.
You know, sometimes you start the day tripping over something in the dark trying to get up quietly no to wake anyone up. Then you bang around and the whole house is awake?
That feels like the beginning of my year.
I’m not going to jinx it, because I remember that on those day’s, while it take a bit, I do get some semblance of recovery.
My weeknotes for work ( I do them on an internal blog ) was about setting missions. I used to do Chris Brogans 3 Words. But right now, that seems much to much. I’m going to focus a but more low key on smaller missions this year. What’s my mission today? this week? Nothing more, nothing longer.
The goal, if I choose to accept, is simply complete the mission.
One mission I have is to get people at work sharing. There’s something about our communication that feels too silent for a relatively small, all remote, growth stage company.
Part of the difficulty of working all remote, is something you feel like “they just aren’t that into me”. Which most of the time that’s not the case. Silence, when you don’t want it, is probably the hardest part of remote working. You go a bit zany. The more asynchronous communication processes you can instill, can help with those moments.
Right now, I’m feeling it.
And I want to fix it.
My outside work mission? To get into the drivers seat to design my life. There’s a few exercises I’m stuck on, but one foot in front of the other. I’ll get there. I’m saying it out loud on a blog on the internet, so it must come true – By the end of the year I’ll be prototyping and experimenting with life idea’s.
This week has been health and family first. The rest can wait.
I’ve had several conversations over the course of the week that have me thinking about repackaging a couple idea’s into an upcoming post:
I tell my kids this all the time. This week I made the mess. Long story short, with Power Pages and Power Platform I was given the choice of “blue door” and “blue door” and I investigated, thought I experimented and when it came to click and squint…. I picked the wrong “blue”.
When doing so, it brought in a flood of things into the “solution” we didn’t want.
Clean up was just as slow. Do you want to remove the purple thing or the purple thing. Luckily, I was able to find a way ( through a series of 4 clicks… over and over… ) which which was which.
Read The Team Onion this week in search of more comms ideas for the day job. I bought it right before postal strike, I was the silly one who picked “regular mail”.
I thought I would never read it, but today, I finally got the book!
It’s one of these things that deceptively simple, but breaking down has some very interesting applications.
Time to throw it against the company wall, and see if it sticks.
Rocky week. I’ve been suffering from Vertigo all week, for some strange reason. Sooo dizzy from it all! 🤢
All my memories of the week have splashed out overboard from my brain so we’ve lost a few good souls on this weeks cruise.
Have a good week folks. I’m going to keep taking drugs and holding onto anything sturdy.
So long and that’s for all the follicles. That’s a wrap to Movember.
This week I came across GitLab’s Handbook! How have I not seen this or read this before!? It’s amazing from an org comms perspective.
I’m starting to see if I can make changes to the day job to veer this way. It’s gonna be tough, but I think worth it. Here’s some of the hurtles:
Movember is coming to an end. Thank you to everyone whose donated.
Let’s see…. this week 🤔… this week 🤔…
In, Ong’s, Orality & Literacy, I have to admit for me, “Agonistically toned” was one of the lesser argued characteristics. Perhaps it’s because his use of laser specific language; it’s name has more punch? It sure wasn’t the generic references to old plays and stories such as Iliad, Beowulf, and The Mwindo Epic.
Not agnostic.
Not antagonist.
To the dictionary!
2. Argumentative
3. Striving for effect
4. Relating to, or being aggressive or defensive social interaction between individuals usually of the same species 1
While “Argumentative” maybe a doomsday definition you may lean toward, it’s also “striving for effect.” What Ong continued to point out, is it is also about being boastful; peacocking and bloating chests.
Bragging about one’s own prowess and/or verbal tongue-lashings of an opponent figure regularly in encounters…
Based off the old plays, this may seem oddly over the top and, perhaps to literate society, could come across as “insincere, flatulent, and comically pretentious.”
Rap battles are a great example of agonistic tone. Two rappers slinging saturated, insults at each other while making themselves larger than life. But what else in modern culture could be considered agonistically toned?
Here’s a quick list of other recent examples
What I find interesting about this characteristic is, Ong, is careful not to say an oral culture is simply agonistic, but agonistically toned. Meaning that while they sounded agonistic, they may not physically be.
Reading Orality & Literacy, there is attention to stay unbiased, to have no opinion on better or worse between literate and oral culture. While others might exclude “tone” from the characteristic and go towards tribalism and the darker natures of our past coming back; while perhaps Ong had a personal opinion, he gently stays out of that fight.
Does a highly agonistically tonned society lead to agonistic behaviour 2? Could there be a future where Agonism is everywhere?
I’ll admit – I’m struggling a bit. Which is expected with the B-Day coming up. I spin into a well every year questioning everything, wondering where I’ve been and where I’m going.
Was I the navigator I hoped for?
Nope
Will I be next week?
Probably not
Am I ok with that?
Meh 🤷
Can I do anything about it?
These weeknotes, listen to good music, love my kids, keep working on Designing my Life, movembering, general fun, playing with various fediverse sites
Here’s an interesting idea
Replace Scrobbling with something connected to ActivityPub. It can ingest Scrobble and then let you do more.
I was not the captain this week. I was a deckhand being ordered about from bow to stern, trying to stay standing as the ship rocked heavily on the ocean.
I dreamt for the next dock. The sound of the waves and wind are beautiful, but after too long is tinnitus that requires a long, long silent sit on dry and solid land to get reprieve.
Maybe next week I can at least be the navigator I think to myself.