• Painted Life

    No vision to guide a weary hand that strokes aimlessly to the sky.
    With fists of white they curse above.
    A blinding light responds.

    Dissembled, tattered, encased by polar’d rock, not pointing to a compass
    but, round it pivots and spirals so
    to add confusion to this travel woe.

    Adrift and alone. Only flights of fancy that catch an eye and paralyze
    till burning tips of painted wings
    cause a tumble towards a bluest ember’d coal.

    What must it be, to have dotted line between left and right, continued onwards
    through and over mountain crest.
    A beacon to souls desire.

    A calling home from far off lands through places yet unknown.
    The journey is important,
    while destination still is always known.

    Instead, in chaos core adrift, a regal ship of war, with sail forgotten by
    silent iron children.
    Still a boat.

    It’s more like thought without a word.
    Aimless throughout our conscious
    with no doorway through becoming solid known.

    Instead, it hides between words and lines
    only glimpsed;
    to some completely unheard.

    To feel this curse is heavy.
    But, unlike Atlas, temporary.
    A limbo between dark and light.

    My grey today will rain and wash away
    my cloak of quills
    and I shall shine no matter.

    A star in heaven from far away
    shall see me cry and
    know my name.

    On that day with fists of white,
    what once was aimless strokes
    connect to form a mast full sight

    My painted life
    of depth and hue
    Concluded.

  • same thing, different name, still not bad

    There is a phrase floating around the web called a “lifestream”, and several sites are capitalizing on this new term. You too can have a lifestream! But remember Shakespeare and his line: “A rose by any other name…” still smells nice. Or my favorite, “same shit different pile”.

    First, you need to know, that like anything else, when a new term is coined, everyone is “it”. It’s no different then any industry phrase. I remember this conversation

    Friend: “I’m ISO-9000 compliant.”

    Me: “Oh, that’s nice. what is it”.

    Friend: “It’s a framework for my company to effectively creat a QMS”

    Me: “Yes, but what is it”

    Friend: “Well it’s a binder with specific details about my products and organizational work flows”

    Me: “Didn’t you have that before?”

    Friend: “Yes, but it’s in a new template!”

    This isn’t any different then let’s say web 2.0

    Friend: “My site is web 2.0.”

    Me: “Oh, that’s nice. what is it”.

    Friend: “It’s a conceptual framework for combining web technologies for user interaction.”

    Me: “Yes, but what is it”

    Friend: “Well I’m using RSS, AJAX, and various other scripts to add more dynamic content”

    Me: “Didn’t you have that before?”

    Friend: “Yes, but it’s got gradients!”

    Now, you probably have the question I asked my friends “Yes, but what is it?” It’s another log / blog / news feed, of things you’ve been touching and updating on the web. It’s supposed to be a one stop shop. “Look, Nick has a new bookmark.”, “What’s that, Nick? You’ve put a new poem up on pownce?”, “Nick, you’re blogging again?”.

    You may have seen this kind of stuff before, only it wasn’t called a “lifestream”. You know on facebook, how you have a list of friends activities? Things they’ve done on facebook? Well…that’s a lifestream. Take a look at friendfeed.com and they are by far the best I’ve come across. Simple and to the point. I guess that’s becuase they don’t even use the phrase “lifestream” at all.

    My round the bend and over the stream ( get it! ) point

    Regardless of what it’s called, if you are an active user on several sites, consider finding a place to tie them in a pretty bow. First of all, it will let your friends see your presence on the web ( not for everyone I know, but for those marketers, it’s extremely powerful ). And second, I find it puts in my mind, which sites I use, and reminds me why I use them.

    Pownce is for poetry
    Twitter is for what I’m doing
    Tumblr is for shitz and giggles blogging
    Friendfeed is my lifestream ( well I have a copy here too )

    (update: I guess the services I use have changed a bit since 2008. Maybe it’s time for a new list?)

  • Wind and Willow

    Wind and willow, wisps of white,
    whirling wistfully into the night.
    Round through bark and timbers quake
    from heavy feet your sprits do make.

    But I, unliken kin, hath differed slightly.
    You see, I tumble easy and sway so lightly
    My Splints do crack and shed their skin
    When set against your stance and spin

    Am I infallible? Nay!

    When plucked to marrow my amber drips
    and stains like any other in this plain.
    But, rather pop my join and let way my stem,
    I gently dace and dissuade your strength.
    It’s a gift bestowed from seed of spring
    A duckling blossom blooms on tips of twig

    A timbered night we stand awake,
    with sounds and sights of fallen ache.
    Cracked mid bow and bones at feet
    I weep and morn my families grief
    Wind and willow, wisps of white,
    I curse and bless my natures right.

  • lightning storm

    What dreams must come to Mothers minds
    when hand of God shall crack the sky,
    and rage away the troubled times
    for perfect moments relief,
    and breath.

    Fresh weathered air
    after tumbled trees and shaken nest.
    When children hide and peak in wonderment,
    knowing beauty in such natured strength.
    The shutters flap and quake
    about smacking harshly against the house.
    And with a whack,
    a clouded broom wipes all away
    the greys, replaced by light and breeze
    relief,
    a breath

    All the while she sleeps.
    The storm her mind like R.E.M.
    with visions of ages that call upon her depth.
    When once that swam took first step
    along rocken’d tip of skin,
    or muffled crunch of those she loved striving to survive
    while she entwined in cold lament.
    Perhaps, she visions like we –
    of happy days or strange desires.
    Perhaps, she dreams of elemental fires.

    No Matter

    Like flesh and blood
    to mount and mud.
    Dreams do come to our dearest Mom.
    After streak of sky and turbulence,
    a peaceful time,
    she takes
    a breath.

  • Everything in it’s right place.

    I have a new place to lay my head at night. It’s very close to my new nephew. Which is a plus.

    Almost everything is in disarray with boxes scattered. The kitchen is unpacked for necessity, but I know that where I put the dishes and spices, isn’t the right place. In the living room, My relaxing chair is accessibly, but has a bit of a gauntlet to get to it, which I do twice a day.

    However, what isn’t unfinished is my office. I’ve never had an office in my home. I’ve never had a place so close to go to work. My home office used to be the relaxing chair. You can picture how difficult it was to actually get things done, when the same chair you fall asleep in when watching movies, is the same chair you need to be alert and productive in.

    I knew this, but what else was I to do? The place I did my work, was the same room as my living room, was the same place as my dinning room.

    I have now untapped something I didn’t think possible. I’m productive, and very focused! When they ( don’t know who…google only shows radiohead ) said “everything in it’s right place”, was this what they were talking about?

    Do you have a corner of the world were you work? Where you call your office? If not, and you are in a pinch, learn from my mistake, do not make it the same place you do leisurely activities. The urge to relax always wins. Maybe call your office Starbucks or a nice local coffee/pie shop. Maybe your office could be a park bench or even consider renting a workspace. It’s worth it!

  • tethered line

    today i weaved a tethered line
    from foot to mind.
    with bait and hook, i wrenched it back.
    an awesome sight.

    scaled appendage, in air to breath,
    writhing and shining in the sun.
    it fought for comfort of a biding sea,
    whose tide have made it home to me

    how frightened and scared?
    the pain from hook inside
    pulling and raging, so odd.
    with resilient strife

    i heaved some more. in time,
    the bound creature lay
    peaceful in my craft
    and thankful for the path

  • Californication

    Vulgar, crass, but so far Californication is entertaining. I think David Duchovny, is good at self deprecating, sad-man roles.

    Source: https://www.youtube.com/

  • What’s up with facebook?

    What’s up with facebook?