“These sudden inspirations… never happen except after some day of voluntary effort which has appeared
absolutely fruitless and whence nothing good seems to have come, where the way taken seems totally astray.
These efforts then have not been as sterile as one thinks; they have set agoing the unconcious machine and
without them it would not have moved and would have produced nothing.”

• Henri Poincare (mathematician)

The warthogs? No. I started a small group class about tapping into our creativity and about creative writing.
It’s held by a wonderful woman ( of which I probably will be referencing her as time goes by ) named Dari.
With each class she has them come up with a name for themselves. With a little work and thought, we are
The Chrysalis. Considering the definition I would say it’s
a very fitting name.

wikipedia has pretty much the same definition, but
I thought I would connect to it…it’s looking a little barren. Know something? Share

So I’m drinking my starbucks and I read on the back of their cup

Chances are you are scared of fictions. Chances are you are only fleetingly happy. Chances are you know
much less than you think you do. Chances are you feel a little guilty. Chances are you want people to lie
to you. Perhaps the answer lies on the side of a coffee cup. You are lost. – David Cross, Comedian

This is from a comedian…so…is this supposed to be funny?

Like any group of people, the swing band that I am in is going through the stages of becoming a performing
teams. I think anytime you get a group of people together they inherently “want” to be a performing team, but
whether they can go through the phases is a test of character and dynamics

1. Forming
2. Norming
3. Storming
4. Performing

Right now we are at stage 2: Norming. Right now the group is getting to know more about each other, jokes are
starting to fly a little more and we are getting to know more about each others stories. Now, the trick is
this next stage…can we do it? The Storming stage is were people start to talk about others behind their backs
like “Nick’s Solo completely sucked ass!” I’m not saying it’s a bad thing, but it’s a part of life. What
needs to really happen at this stage is someone says to me “Nick, you solo completely sucked ass!”, in which
my response would either be “@$)& you!” ( note: for the group to stay together this must be an accepted form
of response ) or “I didn’t know that, where did it chomp?” The storming phase is all about being able to talk
about the bad with the good. And if a group of people can successfully get there, then they are definitely on
the road to bigger and better things.

Last night was the first public gig for the Blue Morris 6! If I do say so myself, we kicked! Half way
through I was in a little pain ( long story involving canada day celebration, beer and a big step…) but I stood like a flamingo on one leg and played away.

There were a few small flubs, but that’s the beauty of swing, no one noticed. If if they did, they didn’t
care because they were dancing away. It was great to see people swing dancing in a little cafe. Can’t wait
for the next gig. I’ll keep you posted.

Been playing around with 10.4 all night. Some minor alteration needed after I installed it: needed to re-set
apache to my liking, and I’ve got this unknown user in my user list…I must have been screwing around with it?
But other then that I can now officially say that 10.4 kicks!

widgets

when 10.4 originally came out and widgets where explained I wasn’t personally hyped about them. They really
aren’t anything special. And from my perspective, they are totally outside of the “Mac Design”. And after
playing with them, I still don’t think there is anything special. Nothing a good RSS feed or homepage
couldn’t answer.

safari rss

I’m pretty much hooked on syndication. I’m not going to say RSS because not everyone is using that format,
there are also older flavours like RDF or the newer Atom
Safari handles these like a dream! the xslt they’ve got running to transform these are beautiful, searchable
and practical. Plus something really cool! If you’ve got FOAF, pay close attention to the bottom right
corner…it’s awesome!

It’s been about 6 months since I did my previous personality test. Let’s see what’s
changed…almost nothing

Jung Type: ENFP (the same)

“Journalist”. Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total
population.

Enneagram: 9 sx/sp/so (the same)

Type 1	Perfectionism	||||||	26%
Type 2	Helpfulness	||||||||||||||||	66%
Type 3	Image Awareness	||||||||||||||	60%
Type 4	Sensitivity	||||||||||||	46%
Type 5	Detachment	||||||||||||||||	66%
Type 6	Anxiety	||||||	30%
Type 7	Adventurousness	||||||||||||||||	63%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	||||||||||||||	60%
Type 9	Calmness	||||||||||||||||||||	90%

(table above: pretty much the same)

Nines are calm, laid-back, and optimistic. They are able to see everyone’s point of view and have a natural
desire for peace. Nines are effective mediators. Fearful of conflict and separation from others, they may be
too accommodating.

Your variant is sexual: sx/sp/so

Overall, you score highest on assertive traits (sx), followed by withdrawn traits (sp), and lowest on
complaint traits (so)

So, fingers were crossed, eyes squint like Clint Eastwood in his westerns…and go! I’ve now upgraded to OSX
10.4 Tiger. Does this mean I can now say “I’m Grrrreat!”?

Still new for me so I’m going through and figuring all the wonderful features and tools out. So far, I like
the safari RSS reader. Need to look into it some more to but so far I likes it.

Just because I’m thinking it, or typing it doesn’t mean that it should be published right away. ( oh! gasp!
really??) Nope. So, what I’m going to play with over the next little while is using some of the features that
have been put in wordpress, for they were designed for. Who knew? I’m going to use
the timestamp…( oh! gasp! )…and the “draft” ( more gasping and maybe a couple of murmurs ). Matter of fact
I’ve already started…this
post alone was actually entered in 2 days ago, but didn’t show up till now ( ooo! aaah!).

• I do not choose to be common.
• It is my right to be uncommon – if I can.
• I seek opportunity – not security.
• I do not wish to be a kept citizen, humbled, and dulled by having the state look after me.
• I want to take a calculated risk, to dream and to build, to fail and to succeed.
• I refuse to barter incentive for a dole.
• I prefer the challenges of life to guaranteed existence; the thrill of fulfillment to the stale calm of Utopia.
• I will not trade freedom for beneficence nor my dignity of the handout.
• I will never cower before any master nor bend to any threat.
• It is my heritage to stand erect, proud and unafraid, to think and act for myself, to enjoy the benefit of my creations and to face the world boldly and say:
• This, with God’s help, I have done.
• All this is what it means to be an Entrepreneur.

Official credo of the American Entrepreneurs Association